Many where questioning me why I needed to write so much, as I
always did. The answer is all plain and simple is to express myself in a
free passage of expressing my feeling in a word by word description. Do
I have any regretful in feeling for in what I ever had done to people
or ex students or any of my martial associated friends I parted from?
The answer is my easy description for never to care; since life always
surround itself by a constitution that can only be resolved when people
see things most clearly that it never came from one side only. Life is
never a one sided deal. Why I write a lot more than any martial teacher
on earth that writing became my weapon in finding a discipline out of
self containment for setting my record straight. It would be dull and
boring ever to be a hypocrite a liar a cheat or trying to sell something
new in the place of something old.
Do I needed to terminate hundreds of students --the answer is YES
for an answer. It was my prevention for getting in the same raw deal
like so many other teachers who interest themselves in the number game
for a reality check that things can never be imagined to be as rosy as
any imaginative back ward thinking in men. In dealing with people reside
always a hidden secret always for having to deal with the human
condition, construct one self in becoming an a****** and create a very
productive insinuation. It is better to heal than to get sick.
For the ones who came in later but also for a longer time in my
history, and still with me very loyal and devoted to the practice of the
secrets I always held back from the general public --I gave them my
best of me caring for all my instructors and their families. I love them
dearly, and all I need in life. Why I kept throwing out as much as I
could to replace them with the best of people.
I have no love or dedication for the group in Reynosa located at
the Texas border and Mexico --they were serving them selves and also
greedy to own systems or characterized them selves thinking to be my
successor. They misunderstood me that I was testing them, there are
lawyers running their businesses, and also should understand that they
were psychologically tested that no teacher in the right mind will ever
make them my successor over others who knew my system better as they
did. Their self false pride was my cause to remove or terminate them out
my legacy where never any equal to others who have been training longer
in years. I hope never again to see any of them back again in my life
would spoil my days of recovery to find finally my lasting peace. I just
got rid of them as a toothache. They know technique after technique
through imitating me, and the better trained and end up looking like
kempo orientated practitioners and never in the old hand kun tao. Trust
me.
The big difference is with the group under Dr Mario Rainero in
Guadalajara, they are the most understanding people to care for my
culture, my devotion and my system I had created. In fact they are
better trained in form, technique and in combat to really honor the old
ways of kun tao and old school silat. I am precisely very prideful of
them in Guadalajara for their total comprehension of me, and came there
more in years as I ever did in Reynosa. I love the Mexican people
because of my students in Guadalajara, and for their total understanding
of me. I tested them, psychologically, taught and trained them on all
my forms very much lacking with the folks in Reynosa. I always come
home to Guadalajara, and wish I could live there among those beautiful
people. My love for Mexico is larger than ever can be imagined by
people.
Here on my home turf is always a chaotic situation, and issues to
deal with. Why I removed so many. And I am happy for the ones in greater
numbers I have now. They make my system worthy for me to teach them.
See all of you in my Sunday morning class for harder training with
no measurement of tardiness in training. Training is always for fun in
my corner of the world. I thank all my instructors and their students to
keep kun tao silat Serak deTthouars to a high esteem. It is better to
clean out any waste by disposing bad energy, and through training gain
better physical and mental resources in better clean health.
To all my trained instructors all over, I love and care for you and your families and students.
By the grand pupa as the magus of Denver, and the kahuna of Kun tao silat Serak de Thouars.
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