A FORCED COMPETITION AN INSECURITY. By the magus of Denver.

    A FORCED COMPETITION AN INSECURITY.  By the magus of Denver.
   At least what I could write about that in my martial environment no one is even trying very hard to be competitive --instead, all my trained martial extended family, I train my whole system have real good jobs to go to and provide for their families. They just come and train to gain better in health, and train out of passion for knowing my whole system and in particular: MY PENTJAC SILAT SERAK.
  It does not surprise me at all why in order to regain their self pride of mutual seduction in gaining a power "flick" trying to subdue the world of Serak in Hoilland and in America; were badly in need of something to gain out the supernatural in seeking mental shelter by traveling the far distance shores of Java.  Finding  out a dukun (negentot bohong) or shaman, in West Java. I am my own shaman and give consul to the needy for free; but never these two assholes.  Bringing with them for sure mutual funding to pay for their expenses, are these two infants for Serak experts in diapers really the most undernourished for practicing real Serak. The two men in diapers are non better or non more but the prostitute from Holland, { a traitor to paatje Flohr, an under math of Dolf de Vries and the worse of a kisser upper under my late brother Paul), and the Board of Directors of the PDT Academy, the non famous  Dr Louie Yu  had gone traveling the far distance shores of West Java. They sought out their dukun ( the dukun ngentot bohing) paid them money, and money favored them in the Serak community of West Java. And my reason to totally part from them all. But enjoy to write my accumulated stories on them. In what they had projected came in as my rejection.
  Then Walter van der Broeke, the prostitute from Holland, declared Mikle Roberto the best Serak practitioner under him and over others in America. Laughter came to gave me a bigger smile for writing my beefy story for another of my blog post. The background of Mikle Roberto, another of the (smaller boys) trained of a de Thouars practice was mostly beaten by Bob Venata with his learned assumed trained practice; beaten with his pants down by many others and could not gain an inch of fame by any of my trained experts. He was a loser from the beginning, tried to gain some favor to find an entrance under Paul --came to Paul's funeral only to meet up with the slime ball of a Walter van der Broeke. i was there because he was my brother, and observed the whole legacy of Paul, and knew never liking to be part as a family to all of Paul's  following. They were just it --a bunch of hypocritical liars and smothered together like turtles on one table. Mikle Roberto had even failed to finish under Victor, and found his refuge by the insanity of a Walter van der Broeke with a similar liking in the two turtles.
  Paul was suckered into the game of lust instigated by Walter van der Broeke, and for money had  became submissive. A teacher submissive to students is the worse to experience for any other teacher. Individuals like Walter van der Broeke, Louie Yu, and the many others like them can never or ever be my students with all their money. Their money is no good, and for me to teach them is horrific for dealing with infants. They could never learn anything. And under me --training is much harder than under Paul. Your ass has to be flat on the ground.
  The reason I am a happy camper for still teaching is plainly as simple an  understanding -- I train more intelligent people who think for them self. Impossible to tell any one of them some Indonesian ghost stories. They are better motivated and quite adequate for enhancing and understanding information on a larger scale. They are no followers but leaders. The money I earned for my services has to be earned, and I need to be satisfied of the ones I am teaching. Satisfaction is the durability of my exposure for teaching. And I am very caring in who I teach. I like to enjoy the fruits of my laboring efforts. It is really very hard to even become a student under me-- I also had to turn down many offers from others who were never worth any of my enthusiasm and for me liking to teach them.
 Why I will always be very different from all of my brothers -- I don't play the game of the PDT Academy or the VDT Academy or others with similar attitudes. Money is good when it is earned, otherwise makes money more to s*** a penny.
   In closing still a laughter for me thinking about the dukun ngentot bohong to derange the mental capability of  those the muddy undernourished recipients.   COME TO PAPA WILL CLEAN YOUR ASS HOLLIES. YOU ARE IN NEED OF A SPANKING TO BACK TO REALITY.. {Louie Yu did not take up to cross hands with Santiago Doblos my Serak son, when they met in Florida. Students were there to denounce any lies.} Anyway I am my own dukun or shaman and sleep better, eat better, and look at life for what is worth -- and not use a gadget to fool the stupids thinking of  gaining possession of the super natural.  The supernatural only come to occur when you really can piss straight without a  kinking edge.  GO AHEAD YOU IN THE PDT ACADEMY HAD ONCE CHALLENGED ME TO KICK MY ASS --AND STILL HAVE THE THREE TELEPHONE NUMBERS --WILL CALL ON YOU SOMEDAY WHEN  THE LEAST EXPECTED. YOUR SERAK STINK, AND YOUR PRACTICE IS REALLY OF A LOW ESTEEM GRADE. YOU TO MUCH IN STRUGGLE FOR BEING IMMEDIATELY REACTIVE. MY FAVORED SONG BE THE ENCLOSURE OF MY PREDICTION FOR YOU: " SLOW BOAT TO CHINA". COME TO PAPA LET YOU FEEL MY DIFFERENCE IN MY REPRISAL.
 Oom Willem de Thouars, always the magus of Denver.

EXPRESS MY GRATITUDE. By the magus of Denver.

Was it necessary for me to write so many negative responses, landing on the souls and spirit and foot soles of those who were deserving to be on my receiver's end? To them was for sure a staggering repulse and annoying for having to read, time after time --my well constructed and aggressive, relentlessness  for expressing my true feeling in words. It was necessary to write the truth, the truth and nothing more but the truth, that somebody has to correct the mistakes by others who were misleading the purity of truth. It was my job to place my self in a position for embracing many enemies for purely the  comprehensive sanity of my therapeutic expansion to counter with my aggression the false claimed lies of the bad Serak exponents.  They overcompensated their misleading showmanship to a crude behaviorism of the real art. Mainly my core of objectiveness was through a large in accountability of information received.  Hereby thus summarizing my deep consideration in relation to Serak; in what became of the art serak, in the United States, Holland and even the shores of West Java. The corruption brought upon by the motivators, pioneers, now days the legends and the uncountable gurus who are now progressing to outdo the original intend for teaching the art --became strongly motivated out of purely a distinction of economical reasoning, and through the invention of fabricating stories. End up to summarize by suckering in the would be victims by misleading them of buying  bad pears for good apples.
  Individuals like Walter van der Broeke, a misleading Silat prostitue from Holland; was taken a fully acceptance with the Serak community in West Java, and through his ways upon he could easy rest was his kissing up his adventuresome idea to overtake the world of Serak by a lightening storm. His real martial background was absolutely a real  sheerness of adventuring  by destroying any good silat practice. He was a prostitute to Dolf de Vries, a prostitute to Paatje Flohr, and became the biggest of prostitutes by kissing up my late brother's behind the horizon's ass. His practice remain to be seen as the worse ever produced by any infant on a mother's lap. He got away with his smothering esteem of a lower grade man to be false and pretentious.  With tons of diplomas, and signed by my late brother was able to gain a large in following by even the better practiced exponents in silat. He gained his way to even convince many, who were my ex students where of the same in character of the Dutch whore -- whom I taught nothing and whom I had removed were hundreds. They fooled them self just for the wallpaper  never  could find my any of my acknowledgement. There are still boxes full of those paper trash, with the PDT Academy, myself,  I shuffled  away  somewhere in  a copy h*** in my trash container  and many also given to others. All those signed documents by Paul are no longer of any value, in our environment. Only valued by those of my termination in efforts.
  Out of frustration for losing a grip to reality for here in the United States, that suddenly the silat whore from Holland made a claim that Michael Roberto was only allowed to teach Serak, under him. For sure made that whore from Holland my best intend for a good article to write. He only may had  wished, he could be true to commend his stupid and  dumb insulting wishes for the real experts of knowing Serak. A whore remain a whore. He may come to Colorado at any time to show his stuff to many here will clean his dirty ass to show him our real Serak practice. Paul's whole system of Serak is a true irrelevancy for my orderly approval.
  And my reason, although somewhat late, to write my blog posting, and editorials for here on silat tv. was to write the truth. Anyone associated with Steve Gartin; the whole American kun tao silat; the PDT Academy: the VDT Academy; be friends with Roberto Torres; the Serak community in Indonesia; Jim Ingram; and many others in the Dutch Indo community and also the ones in Holland or any one in friendship with any friendly with my ex students and associates --will immediately find a dis contempt to remove all off  any of my web sides. This article will be my next blog post for my Face Book webpage.
  I thank with my deep appreciation my loyal friends as devoted followers in Colorado; Acten, and in Salem, in Mas; in Hawaii; in Guadalajara; in  Scandinavia; in other parts of Europe; in New Jersey; in Florida; in Maryville in Ten; in Baton Rouge, LS; in Conn; in Los Angeles, Calif; in Northern Calif; and they are also in many other states and countries. Of them were getting the best of my training, and will make my Serak art more spiced up for a realistic check. More are coming to request me for training Serak and kun tao under me.  My schedule for 2017 already start to fill up. It will keep me busy to keep me young at heart in becoming healthier in a steady flow.
  I thank  my loyal and strong devoted practitioners as the most of the best in excellence I had ever taught over the ones I expelled or removed.
For the ones removed, Goodbye, and for the ones on my side will always treasure and be caring for you with all my heart in spirit. Oom Willem de Thouars, the magus of Denver.
     

A BIG SHAME TO SHAME A LIAR. By the magus of Denver.

  A BIG SHAME TO SHAME A LIAR. By the magus of Denver.
   My biggest reason for never having liked, my younger brother Victor and my older brother Paul was for who they were. Not that I am as perfect as I ever had wished to be but total disagreement between the two other brothers and myself had caused me to separate many times in the past. When we were as brothers, in one family was there already constant a magnitude of indifference between us. Paul always wishing so well to place himself the Ma Ha Radja of the family for his constant infighting, and nothing had taken to long for Victor to engage himself by refreshingly increasing any of our situations by throwing more wood in a fire place. Fighting was constant, and non stopping. I almost regretted to have gone to America by living together as one family. But circumstances prevailed, and somehow kun tao and silat brought some simmering  down to our conquest of disagreements in the family.  Paul got married, and started his own family, and Victor to young actually for starting a family. I was not long after, and gladly left the state of California. The art of  Serak should find some understanding, when Paul started to teach Rudy ter Linden, and several others of the Dutch Indo men. They all were pieces of work as far as I could be taken in accountability for never liking them. I never liked any of them, especially the ones out New Guinea were all a bunch of thumb s****** idiots, and made Serak strange and very far from where uncle John de Vries taught the system to Paul. Paul when he left Holland has just three years of studies under our uncle, and actually had taken some out of my low  horse stance training of Buk Chin's kun tao. But was afraid to give me any recognition, and Victor was always Paul's student. I was just delighted for leaving Los Angeles, and the state of California --regretted later for having brought Paul to my new home state with Victor coming in later. The two brothers with me in the same state was more than Hell to burden my soul. It was I who before them had introduced kun tao and silat, in the state of Colorado. I made many mistakes as regretful to me for being a sponsor for a supposed to be master kun taoist from Bandung, and him too was another a****** for me to reckon with. Never feared the man, was always in lust and in greed to be over others. The last time we were together was on my farm, I just had purchased was in Hudson, in Colorado and Chang and I, we fought. Only for that was I glad my well placed time for timing for really checking him out for the kun tao skills he was claiming. He was skillful, only for his iron skinned training in the ci mande style for West Javanese silat, and purely mostly influenced by karate -do. He had some low but powerful kicking techniques he did unleashed on my shin; but needed to be regretful for my internal countering attack --made my trained kun tao experience more lethal. My oldest and longest student was present during my encounter with  the maestro kuntaoist from Bandung.  I wish him peace forever.
  NOW TO MY REJECTING TO REPEL THE IDEA  FOR THUMB S****** BY A MEMBER OF THE BOARD OF DIRECTORS OF THE PDT ACADEMY, IN LOS ANGELES. THAT A CERTAIN DR LOUIE YU MAKE CLAIMS FOR HAVING TRAINED WITH MAURICE, MY OLDEST BROTHER  IN HOLLAND FOR SOME 25 TIMES. HIM TRYING TO DECEIVE HIMSELF, AND THE DE THOUARS FAMILY, HERE IN AMERICA WAS FOR ME TO UPSETTING AND DECLARE THE ATTEMPT OF HIS LIES IN STORIES IS A TOTAL FALSE. CLAIM. HE NEVER TRAINED OR STUDIED UNDER MAURICE THAT SHOULD  KNOW --MAURICE AND I WERE VERY MUCH IN COMMUNICATION WITH EACH OTHER -BEFORE HIS PASSING, THAT EVEN MAURICE OWN DAUGHTER, JENNIFER COULD ATTEST,  NOT TO COMPENSATE THE FABRICATION OF LIES FROM ONE OF PAUL'S NEWER GENERATION OF STUDENTS. THIS IS SETTING OUR RECORD STRAIGHT. MAURICE HAD FOLDED HIS HANDS AND PAUL PASSED ON.
  LIKE GURU SANTIAGO DOBLOS, AND MY ADOPTION OF HIM AS MY SERAK SON - I ALSO MADE JENNIFER MY DAUGHTER IN HOLLAND.  I WAS ALWAYS WELL INFORMED WHEN ALL THE FALSE AND THUMB S****** IDEAS CAME OUT AS FABRICATED LIES COMING FROM THE SIDE OF THE STUDENTS UNDER PAUL.  MOST UNFORTUNATE THAT PAUL CREATED HIS OWN ENVIRONMENT TO LEAVE BEHIND A  VANISHING LEGACY, IN HOLLAND AS WELL FOR HERE IN THE UNITED STATES.
  MY RELATION WITH MAURICE WAS ALWAYS TOTALLY DIFFERENT --WE WERE TRAINING TOGETHER WHEN MY OLDEST BROTHER WAS WITH ME FOR THREE WEEKS. HE WAS OFTEN CURIOUS ABOUT THE TECHNIQUES OF THE KUN TAO AND SILAT, I KNEW, AND WE EXCHANGED IDEAS TO FORMAT A GOOD PRACTICE. FOR ME WAS DELIGHTFUL TO EXCHANGE PATTERNS WITH MY OWN BROTHER.  TOGETHER MAURICE AND I, WERE MAKING OUR SERAK SYSTEMS TO A BETTER ADEQUACY IN PRACTICE.
  WY I KNEW FROM TOUCHING HANDS WITH MAURICE THAT HIS SERAK WAS FAR ABOVE HIS TWO OTHER BROTHERS. BROTHER MAURICE WAS BETTER ROOTED, AND MORE PRECISED. WHEN MOVING IN, WHILE PAUL AND VICTOR  WERE QUITE THE OPPOSITE FROM EACH OTHER DUE TO THEIR MIXTURE IN SYSTEMS. I NEVER LIKED VICTOR AND PAUL FOR THEIR LESSER UNDERSTANDING OF OTHERS. THEY WERE ALWAYS SUPERIOR THINKERS TO FLAW THE TRUE ESSENCE OF MARTIAL PRACTICE. BOTH BROTHERS ALWAYS CAME TO TEACH THAT  NOTHING WAS WELL RECEIVED FOR GOOD GESTURES --MAURICE ON THE OTHER HAND WAS MORE A RECIPIENT WITH A LISTENING EAR.
 So in closing one may lie to himself, and convince others but never a reality check. Walter van der Broeke, the silat prostitute from Holland had thought to take over the Serak, in  America -something he knew less of only through his delusion of his stupid silliness for a misplaced representation of Paul. It started to work the first time --until i immediately stepped in, and begun to teach the real Serak, and many now are requiring me to train them. I have many offers. I will screen people first for their real intend. The serak I knew has become more requested by many others tired of getting fooled by bad technicians who came in by storm. Walter van der Broeke, the silat prostitute from Holland, and the Board of Directors has to be more in spice when trying to teach authentic Serak for its real practice. They all may step on the floor at anytime to compare them self with any of my trained experts.
   I look forward for my forth coming trip to New Jersey first, and later to my home away from home with Don Miller in Acton, in Mass. Will most strongly share Serak training with the best of t'ai chi exponents, and kung fu.  Serak will be shared most appropriately. Others may claim to know; but i will show the real essence of Serak in pure practice.
Aloha and in safety wish you all a prosperous new year. Oom Willem de Thouars, the magus of Denver.

NO RESTRAIN TO OPINION.

  NO RESTRAIN TO OPINION.
   Regardless of the nature in opinions of many others in the world of Serak; from the ones in Holland, in Indonesia; under Dolf de Vries; and the many coming out the PDT Academy or the VDT Academy and of those who had made up their own Serak systems had carelessly employed their self esteem opinions in regard of my self, my practice and knowledge for not knowing Serak. To me of knowing in what I already knew of the system, in many folds that there is a difference in practice. I was a student of uncle John de Vries --who taught the art of Pentjac Silat Serak the first and the most in Holland. Uncle Ventje came later in the picture. They both are practicing Serak under Mas Djut or Mas Djoet. The Serak as taught under Maurice, Paul and Victor came through the dedication in efforts,as taught by uncle Ventje or Ness and uncle John. Uncle John was the very best of the two uncles, Uncle Ventje was more the combatant in using the art. In my opinion from knowing both uncles; was just a student under uncle Ventje for a very short time since I wend over to learn dirty boxing from mister Hamilton, in Thailand, in 1946. Paul and Victor came after me of training, studying the art under Ventje --after our family's reunion, in Thailand. At the time, I was eleven years old and never to old to learn any martial arts. Consider how many kids of the same age are now learning all sorts of martial arts, question your self that question?
  I am glad to have left uncle Ventje, and later in Holland received the better training under uncle John. I was just a private student under uncle John, and learned a lot. Also to my consideration for the trips I had taken to Belgium, to learn Western fencing. Between boxing and fencing was more an enriched study for me to pertain in studies. It made me a fluent and more addictive quick mover, and inclusively adding Serak to my menu in fighting over otehrs who were stuck to the same thing. I am quite comfortable in offense or defense are all the same to me -- in one move, and own placement to comfort ones own physicality. But kept uncle John's formatted system of the Serak Bandung to precisely concise.
  While my brothers kept training the same art, most of the time, until some changes were to occur of Paul creating Bukti Negara, and Victor after the Marines boot Camp training invented Tongkat. Was never anything new to me; I saw in Bukti Negara -- San Soo kung fu mixed with Serak out my own experience, and in Tongkat was just in what the marines are doing in their boot camp training. As for my self, I kept training the many other systems  I was learning from other good masters. I trained my studies for interest in what was useful to me. Could never have been for years in one system.
  Of the Old School silat, and Old Hand kun tao, had trained under three of the best Hakka kun tao masters, in Java and further was training Cheribon Serak, in Bandung and trained under Pak Atmo and guru Sardjono. Considering by respecting uncle Eddy de Vries, who was so well versed with his combined style of Serak and Ci Mande. My studies in Bandung was quite enriching, I learned a lot. In meanwhile Paul and Victor kept training the same thing. I really like to comment on Maurice, my oldest brother was a true loyal follower mostly under uncle John.  His Serak was the most traditional over all the two other brothers. Regardless the critic given by Victor disregarding the longer practice of Maurice, in Serak. But opinions remain to be assorted in the flawlessness of filled balloons that hardly floats.
  In America I met later, a friend of my father in law, under who I had studied the longest and most in Kun tao and ci mande. He was mister Egmund, a German native, in Indonesia. The gentleman and quite a practitioner in poekoelan, I was introduced to in Deli City, in Northern California was a direct student under the founder, Pak Serak. At the time was in the 1970's when both, my wife and myself were working for the airlines. The Serak Cheribon, the birthplace of Pak Serak was also the best of Serak's practice. Guru Egmund was then well in his 80's as I found myself for placing myself in so far as age is concern.  I feel the same way now, as he did then when we met. He also knew Atmo and Sardjono were student together, in the late 1800's. In what Mas Djut and the many were doing with their Serak systems were also quite the opposite from each other.  Conclusively despite all the opinions of many others, and my own blood family by carelessly disregarding my own feeling became also strongly motivated for me not to give a RAT'S ASS.
  I am not shameful for what I am doing, and never restrain myself by physically defending myself or with my therapeutics on my keyboard. My total studies in cross training and learning from the best of masters was imminently an expression for my reputation in deeds of practice and teaching. I trained and studied longer than Dolf de Vries, Victor or Paul de Thouars, and many others of their many  claimed studies in variable systems, in the Dutch Indo community. I walk my talks. Of all my brothers, love and like Maurice the most for being a true perfectionist of Serak under uncle John, and some under uncle Ventje de Vries.
  With all my studies and knowledge resent to be united with the PDT Academy or the VDT Academy or to associate myself with Dolf de Vries's lineage, in Holland . Their Serak art is a mixture of mostly kempo, some other fighting elements and some of the Serak. They had never trained Serak under their father only on occasions. Anyone under Paul or Victor only like to teach and never to learn from others. Is hard for them to really learn from others because of their addictive ways of thinking and in practice.  I feel like we are in the Boer War, in Africa of the 1800's. I am surrounded with enemies out the Serak world, and me to remain solid without any giving in's. Kun tao Silat de Thouars had to remain in total apartheid from the others. They have nothing to offer me or my well practiced informed practitioners. . They only come to teach their boxed in Serak never to see any other Christmas. They are very dull and boring. Criticize me all you want -- my opinion is like an empty soap bubble and floating until it vapors; theirs, filled balloons unable to get off the ground.
  So when total separated from each other will always be a resting peace at eased.  Peace to anyone.
To all my martial associate friends, and their families; in particular my devoted and loyal exponents of my system and their families wishing you peace on earth, a very Merry Christmas, and a prosperous New Year, and please be safe. Look forward to the new year --will make it my point to teach more of my Serak, in the more of stronger training for the better. PEACE UPON YOU, BY OOM WILLEM DE THOUARS, THE MAGUS OF DENVER.

MY REWARDED RESPONSES. By the magus of Denver,

  Enthusiastically was much of the articles, and editorials I wrote, well read by many. The readers, the usual clientele who are most of my supportive readers had already known about the infighting of Paul and Victor, and also to include the bitter escapades of Steve Gartin and Chaster Clement against the de Thouars brothers. How they were ranting off against mostly Paul, and more on Victor --and me, later by following their stupid and slurry comments between Gartin and Clements in the aspect of their written words -- was all on the old YAHOO discussion blogs. I still have many of those low esteem made remarks as badly focused on my family, I  keep them on file. . I consider Steve Gartin and Chaster Clement, two back stabbing ex unwanted martial associates of me. The reason Gartin was never finished was always behind the camera and focus on his delusion full of lies.  This was some years ago before YAHOO became a megaton for the computer industry. It was already forgotten by many, and never by me. I read many of the old slurry and stupid comments these two "true" a******* were making on the de Thouars brothers -- where Steve Gartin played the biggest role by disregarding and  keeping his dirty disk rolling. In what they wrote was blaming always guilt on others, and most on the de Thouars brothers. For sure I myself,  never had liked my two brothers Paul and Victor; because they always came to teach, and never unable to place them selves in my shoes or someone else they tried to convince of their unknown wisdom, like dust fading in a sand storm. All their followers from past to present are the very best of creation to follow their leaders in believing the bad Walt Disney stories -- as the best examples of Paul and Victor. Why I never had any liking to any student under Paul or Victor always so full of them self by claiming much more than they actually had experienced. My two brothers were the best in practice, and also the best of gurus in only what they knew.  Both of their legacies in years past, until present time is in chaos by watching and observing the goings of the PDT ACADEMY and the VDT ACADEMY. Some under Paul and Victor I really like. Years of aggravation it did cost me in feeling by experiencing my own blood family, and the many likes of Steve Douglas Gartin, and Chaster Clement brought me to be creative for my constructive writing on them. I have now all the means, strong resources in going back in time; reread to repulse in what was written by Gartin and Clement and others against the de Thouars --who had joined the two most unpredictable  and by far the lowest in esteem of traitors to de Thouars. And me the most.
   NOW WITH ALL MY BEST IN FOLLOWING, AND THE VERY BEST OF MARTIAL ASSOCIATED FRIENDS LOYAL TO ME, IS MY TURN TO BRING JUSTICE TO EXPEDITE MY THINKING AND FOR MY THERAPEUTICS IN WRITING. I DON'T STAND ALONE LIKE BEFORE WHEN MANY AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER CAME TO SWALLOW ME UP, WITH THEIR  SLURRY UNWORTHINESS IN THUNDER STRIKES ON ME, FOR CERTAIN BEYOND ANY DOUBT ONLY WITH THEIR COMPUTER'S  INSANITY, AND NEVER IN A FACIAL ENCOUNTER.  I WAS NOT AS INFORMED THEN, AND AS YEARS WEND BY GOT EDUCATED AND COACHED BY THE BEST OF SCHOLARS, COMPUTER GEEKS AND WRITERS IN HOW TO DEAL WITH THOSE   EX STUDENTS FOR  ASSHOLES. {PURELY AN AMERICAN WAY}.  I SURELY FOUND MY DELIGHT FOR DISCOVERING MY SELF THE BEST FOR MY REPRISAL  INDEED I DID, AND JUST KEEP GOING.
  Under Paul and Victor was always "hell" to pay for knowing their real backgrounds, and placed myself for the sake of peace at the feet pedals of their stone aged schedules. . They were always right, regardless for being really right. Mostly unknown to them was my knowledge in practice. Both brothers had never any glue of my own experience in Serak, old school silat and in kun tao. They were blinded full of ego to use their influences, only the ones suckered in their thumb s****** ideas. Their stories had far reached beyond the horizon. Paul never meditated to have created Bukti Negara out of necessity in order to find a matter how to progress his teaching. Like all the others in the Dutch Indo community following up on each other.
  For years had to inhale their bad badly sophisticated stories that could insult the older generation of Dutch Indo masters --like Paul did trying to proof himself against a better combative equipped practitioner like my father in law.  My teacher, my father in law I trained and studied the longest under over all other teachers who taught me his Hakka kun tao's family style and old ci mande tulen, and had to experienced Paul as a real practitioner and trained expert in Serak. During the first meeting was Paul very quick to argue with his responses by underestimating the skills of guru Carl August Samuel Deerns. When it came to a fight, Paul found his maker. Whatever Paul tried to do with my teacher and his martial skills was nicely countered under a condition of a true master in ci mande and hakka kun tao. My teacher was bigger, stronger and had more done real combat, fighting the Japanese and other outstanding poekoelan players of his time. The way Paul was observed by a more experienced teacher that he was in diapers, and in 1963, in my apartment in Pasadena when Paul met Carl --my older brother was really a man in diapers. And a reason why Paul always hated my teacher, and me for his kept silence. He may had told stories behind my back and on my father in law to others would never concerned me. Victor and Jim Ingram disclaiming my teacher can be in my consideration as bad instigators for liars trying to make them self the real gurus in silat, In a reality check could Jim Ingram just be a drop of piss of my teacher's disperse for knowing the real silat rating far above the guru besar and ma ha guru. My father in law was in the Royal Dutch Navy and fought in the battle of the Java Sea --and survived his sinking ship. My brothers, my self, Jim Ingram and the many others of the guru besars in the Dutch Indo Community were still little p****** unable to piss straight in a pot. Why I am down on them, not for their arts they invented but for their syndrome for thumb s****** their real experience of their martial practice in experience. Found them bad Walt Disney story tellers.
  This is my real story, I always held back and need to put under my strict consideration for going back in time to reconsider a true adventure of my martial historical experience with my blood family and many of the others, I so dare well to write about them.
  Why I never had liked any students under Paul and Victor, and others who claims to know Serak, and for my own sake in peace wish to remain far apart from all of them, We are never a family. Anyone under Paul or Victor only came  to teach --likewise were the two brothers. Their combined training were lesser in years, and even in Serak. Why Paul or Ingram could never compare them selves with my teacher --the most honored and respectable guru Carl August Samuel Deerns. Who always had humbled himself even for a much lesser silat exponent. They never had gotten the drift to adventure but were so full of them self to make me puke any day of the year. Why I keep writing many of my historical events of my past. I have the support of many for my expeditious tour of duty in writing. They also knew our beginning -- from where it began to end the saga of arrogance. In fact they could also not compare them selves against my martial experience for the many years in studies. Many also had to experienced the seminars from Paul, Victor and Jim Ingram as dull orientated.   A dull system can only be a dull practice with a dull teacher.,
  During the Boer War of the 1800's was Sir Winston Churchill a full ranked captain in the British Army. .He had known to fight a war, as a journalist and soldier. And had to experienced as a soldier also the defeat of a modern army against the Zulu nation. From that battle was much to learn, and in how I feel being surrounded with the worse of enemies under my blood family. I clearly understood that in battle are not many choices but to destroy an opponent against his own intend. I will fight anyone out that group of a******* with more of my fuller intend of justice. Will also confront their leaders and teachers.
It is Christmas, and not with any regret that I write the true happenings out my past. It is my job to really set the record straight with no restrain.
By Oom Willem de Thouars - the magus of Denver.

SPECIAL PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT. By the magus of Denver.

Whatever my reason had to terminate, and remove many off my web sides. Individuals under STEPHAN PLINCK; STEVE GARTIN, THE PDT ACADEMY, AND MANY OTHERS were very disrespecting me, and underestimating my intelligence. They were just like Plinck; Gartin and Clement,and the others acting like JERKS, TERMITES, PROFITEERS; EXPLOITING IDIOTS, AND FOR YEARS WERE DISREGARDING MY PLACE IN HISTORY AND MARTIAL BACKGROUND. THEY ALL WERE INDIVIDUALS IN DIAPERS AND NOT GOOD ENOUGH BY COMPARING THEM WITH ME OF BEING OLD ENOUGH TO PISS IN CITY STREET CORNERS. 
  They were always very unproductive and  lesser in resource as contributors for me to maintain them on any of my web sides. These are the people I wrote most about, and disliked with an intend the ones they trained under: Stephan Plinck, Steve Gartin, Chaster Clement; the PDT ACADEMY and many of the others underrating and underestimating me --deserve to be removed out my environment with the wink of an eye or a quick touch of my fingers on my keyboard. I cleaned out my Silat tv webpage, and will continue do so on my other web sides of  the others who are directly involved with the American Kun tao silat or any who ever had trained under Paul de Thouars, and others with the same likes of them.  My Facebook web sides will further be cleaned out by removing those under the above mentioned. Happy to remove them graciously.
  MOST WHO ARE ON MY SIDES ARE RESPECTFUL, HONEST AND SINCERE AND VERY RESPECTFUL --WITH THEM I HAVE NO PROBLEMS FOR THEM TO BE ON ANY OF MY WEB PAGES. I WELCOME MY MARTIAL FAMILY OUT GUADALAJARA, AND OTHERS IN THE US AND OTHER COUNTRIES. THEY ARE FROM EVERYWHERE AND REMAIN ALWAYS TO HAVE BEEN RESPECTFUL TO ME. WITH THEM ARE MY BEST OF RELATIONS, AND THANK THEM TO REMAIN ON MY SIDE IN MY  SOCIAL AND MARTIAL ENVIRONMENT.
  Mr Bilgrami  and Thor remain as part of my martial extended family, and glad to have them aboard.
Respectfully Oom Willem de Thouars, the magus of Denver.

NEVER A VOID. By the magus of Denver.

  As I mentioned before, as many times that the novelty of my writing could only relate to actual and not fiction stories on people --who were parasites, self servers, takers and the many others I never had liked. They were hypocritical friends, with a false intend. Take for instance Steve Gartin by example, was a piece of nothing when he came to me first, -by ending up in my caring as a piece of nothing. He was invited, and openly to display himself a leader in kun tao and in silat. I, now have a board of examiners of well trained and superbly practiced exponents for teachers and instructors. Stupids like him, and others whom I parted from kept forgetting that my involvement in training became very expeditious in the last few years in my teaching career. What was taught yesterday changed overnight to the better of my martial expansion. In what was no longer exist. The 40 forms I knew, became more in adequacy far above from where it was --the years of physicality in practice made the forms in going back in time from where it originally came from.
  I feel that in most honesty I needed to take another course for my intend of writing; after I wrote for three years without any cessation on Steve Gartin, Chaster Clement, and the many others where to me the greatest of hypocrites and exploiters of my system of knowing my system, and yet, were always the butchers of my system by misleading the general public --could stay on the bottom of my totem pole as far as I am concern. They were taught just like a few drops of water in an empty bucket. I TAUGHT THEM REALLY NOTHING, AND WHY THEY ARE ALWAYS INVITED TO BACK UP THEIR MOUTHY EXPRESSION FOR KNOWING MY SYSTEM IN THE "d" MINOR. in front of me, and my board of examiners.  WHERE ELSE CAN THEY GO WITH THEIR MOUTHY EXPRESSION FOR CLAIMING MUCH MORE THEY EVER HAD ACHIEVED. What could ever be seen on tape with them on it, merely makes up the true adventure in looking better than a child's play. I always held back the very best of my training in practice from those I had thrown off my list.
   Luze Pena Cavaroz, Steve Gartin and the many others are invited to show up, and show all my 40 forms, and in front of my appointed board of examiners. In my backroom, in Thornton, Colorado in all fairness to me --since they always had underrated my intelligence by exploiting my martial practice in systems. They may claim all they wish to claim but never could walk their talks in front of me, and my fully trained exponents. They all become the greatest failures of those being part of the worse in my practice. Since Gartin always liked to be behind the camera that I needed to change a course for my delegation by showing just in what people like to see.  But for sure what can there be to be expected from a bunch of cowards for lying so much by telling "b*******" stories of me, Please come step on the floor to justify your self, and to please me.
  Even the beginner students I have now training under me -- are better and more precised trained over the ones like Steve Gartin, Randell Goodwin and George Morin and others who came in later - my beginning students are far better trained than them. They are better in knowledge of my background, philosophy and history.   That even a green belt may participate to be part on the board of directors. He knows at least 15 forms. MY HEADQUARTER In Northglenn, IS MY TRAINING CENTER FOR MY WHOLE SYSTEM. As my daily training is constantly changing so is the value of my system also expanding with time. My forms had become far above from where I once started to teach my system, and kept forms to its originality with one exception mostly also find the bettering in rooting, physicality and very precised in movements. The ones before were very unstable in rooting, for me to created the chaos since I knew their intend. Randell Goodwin was the very best, at the time, and here in the Denver group but became outdated why I removed him also. My lack of interest to keep old students around --thinking they know my whole system. All of them many show something to overwhelm the public --never the later trained practitioners, and still keeping me a float. They were all disloyal , and for me just a reason more to remove them all out my life. I kept writing about them was just for the therapeutics for writing my editorials in commentaries. My therapeutics is the novelty of my written stories based on facts. I had enjoyed writing those.
  I look forward for the next year, and will write more on history, my philosophy and my martial experience as a student. Would be impossible for me to write about other teachers; except the ones who had influenced me. So the pieces of nothing like Steve Gartin, his followers and others came hereby to an conclusive end.  Most other in my friendly circles - with many in numbers already knew them and for who they really are. More interesting articles in the fort coming!
  I WISH ALL MY DEVOTED PRACTITIONERS, AND TRUE MARTIAL ASSOCIATED FRIENDS A MERRY CHRISTMAS, AND A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR. PLEASE BE SAFE, AND IN HEALTH.
Oom Willem de Thouars, the magus of Denver.